Sad day, but good.

I was bummed today because I was sick yesterday and felt tired and weak today.  Then, I get a call from Emmy's Aqua Therapist and I just started to cry.  I am so glad that she called me!  I miss all of her therapists and doctors and every single person on her TEAM!  It was so nice to talk to her and about Emmy, too.  To be reminded that other people miss Emmy, as much as we do, is just really nice.  I really feel like her Therapists are more than just therapists.  They become friends of the family and they grow to love your children like their own.  It's just a testament to the type of person that they are.

I checked my email later and found one from a friend that invited us to go out to watch her husband play at Swallow at the Hallow.  I was feeling much better so we ventured out.  It was nice to talk with friends about Emmy and to know that they are sad for us.  I don't want people to be sad, but as sad as we are it's nice to see that we aren't the only ones hurting from her passing.  It hurts so much every day.  I can no longer get her dressed in a cute outfit and put her pink bow in her hair as she points to the spot that she wants it at.  I can't watch her little hand hold her fork and eat her macaronis.  I can't run my fingers through her silky hair.  I miss her so much!