I went to a class playdate that Emmy's Toddler class was holding. We've really done nothing with the class since mid-October. I am so blessed that the parents of these students still want to include me as if Emmy were still in class with their children. It was great seeing them today.
I hope that they don't feel stressed about how to talk or act around me. I want everyone to be comfortable with all of us. It is very hard to offend and upset us. :) If we get upset, it's just that we're having a hard day or that we're letting ourselves "go there" with our thoughts and feelings.
I'm trying very hard to keep my feelings on my sleeve because I don't want to catch myself in a mess later with my feelings. I think we're all doing pretty well. We are all doing better than I expected. I know that it's still too soon to really tell, but I am surprised that I am getting up each day and taking Kara to school and the same for Jeff. I'm so glad we have Kara and Anna! God knew what he was doing when he gave us Anna (Kara, too). As much as I couldn't bare to think about how I was going to do it with three, I knew we would somehow manage.
God always pulls through for you as long as you put your trust in Him and remember that He is in control, not us. That control part is what I have a hard time with. It requires that you are patient. I have no patience, but am learning each day to acquire more.
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